Monday, June 2, 2008

Starting to freak out

Well, its 5am on monday morning, and i leave wednesday for philadelphia for pc staging. I woke up, trying to figure out where my ipod charger is.. i actually tried to pack a little yesterday, and found out that i am missing quite a few things that i want to bring. i also realized how many things i still have to do, so i obviously can't sleep. since my last post, i have had 2 going away parties, and numerous going away lunches. kevins going away party was nice, and i saw a lot of people that i havent seen in a long time. saturday was my moms going away party, which was also nice. my family came, and i was surprised at a few of the people that showed up. im starting to realize that i have some really great friends, who have been there for me when ive started to freak out. those freak outs are happening a lot more, now that i am getting closer to leaving. on the one hand, i am excited for the program to start, but on the other, im finding it really hard to go. i have been preparing for months, and its no surprise to be leaving, but i wish i had more time here. there are still so many things to do, and so many people that i want to see. its going to be so hard to leave kevin and my mom. both of them are going to be so upset when i go.

so for right now, while kevin is sleeping, im trying to form a plan for the day. i have a lot of banking to do, and i have to pick up some last minute things. for anyone that i dont end up seeing, ill be thinking of you while im gone, and please write!

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